I haven’t necessarily been following the path I know I should be these last few months. Frankly, I’m done with it. I had an episode the other day that has taught me a lesson. I have also learned life is WAY too short for me and there are so many things I want to do. I am completely capable of doing these things as well.


It may be well past New Year’s, but here is my New Year’s Resolution. To be all I can be…to not give up on my dreams… to do the best I can in EVERY situation.

I’m a Christian, but I would rather say I love God because He loves me regardless what I do. I am stopping this slope away, I am stopping my bad habits, I am going to stop slipping in to this depression I am sliding into. I do not want to be depressed and I know how to fight my way out of it.

A few things that help me out of my depression:

  • Not being in my apartment….frankly I can’t stand it here
  • Listening to hymns and reading my devotionals
  • Doing my ritualistic face washes and body scrubs
  • brushing my teeth
  • going to the gym
  • going on adventures
  • and of course River my little kitten


This past weekend I hurt a friend. I didn’t mean to and I am very sorry for the loss. However, they will not believe me when I tell them the truth… so hopefully they come around at some point. They got a lie in their head about me and won’t hear me out or believe me at all…. and I can’t change their mind. I’m very sorry that they won’t listen, but maybe it just means they were not the friend I thought they were.

Anyway, time for me to sleep. I must go to the gym in the morning. Since last year I have lost about 35 pounds… just because nursing school was over and I am much more active now … and not eating out of boredom. Oh and my body adjusted from not eating, to eating, to now being healthy 🙂 YAY!

Goodnight to those who read. I hope in the next coming months I can inspire someone.

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